YAY. I'm proving for the 4 billionth time I'm not dead. Wanted to have a special pic done for halloween but alas, college wouldn't allow me.

Good news is I only have 4 more weeks left of classes. ^_^ And I'll have a whole month off to go and draw. Bad news is I'm super busy right now and I've been sick fot almost the whole week.

And just emoing. Nothing big or anything, just feel like someone is mad and ignoring me. I feel like I can't talk to them without them jumping down my throat, and it's been making me upset for a long time. I get that feeling they'd rather be somewhere else than with me, for me personally it hurts a lot when I get that vibe. Normally I can just shake off this sort of thing over time but... it's not going away. *groans* I'll worry about it later though, it's honestly not a top priority to me at the moment. >.<; I can't let personal life distract me from my work, which it can do pretty easily

Also miss my high school buddies

and

D: I haven't seen em in forever. *huggles them both* I miss you guys I promise I haven't abandon you TT; Even if it seems that way. Just been trying to keep my grades up in school x.x which requires work XD but I'm slowly getting used to things, so hopefully I'll be able to come visit soon ^^
Anyways much hugs to My buddies tachi and Kat 'cause they've been cheering me up durning me being upset and all. I feel like I'm being heard around them and I don't feel like I have to act any specific way or be on gaurd. ^^ It helps me relax and be less axious. their positive people and easy to be around ^_^ Love to you guys again, and thanks for cheering me up even though you might not know about it XD It really helps. And all you guys online too!!! It makes me happy when I get new comments and my friends post art ^_^ I may not have time to comment but I do look at all my friend's journals and art.
AARRRRg. Missed last week's ep of Supernatural >.<;;; darn busy schedual and sickness. Any websites to watch it on? : ( Almost forgot, Nanowrimo started today! I most likely won't have time to do anything though. -.-' but. It's not important so I'm just gonna let it go.
Errr.... this journal was much longer then I planned. XD; Sorry. Just thought I'd update. Well. Enjoy the nice cold weather and I'll be back soon : D Hopefully I'll have a sketch posted up this evening for you guys ^^ Drawing class really inspires me to draw, too bad it zaps my time to do so. XDD
-JKL17 aka Gen